First Realization!
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I had my first bisexual experience when I was about 6–7. I watched the other guys playing dodgeball on the other side of the playground, and I caught myself just watching one boy. I thought, “If I were a girl, I’d date him”, but I quickly realised in my naive child brain that the same gender couldn’t date.
After that, in 6th grade, I sat next to another guy and thought, “he’s kind of cute”, but I had already been crushing on a girl. In the middle of 7th grade, I came out to my immediate family and small friend group as bisexual. The summer after 7th grade, the guy I sat next to texted me. He asked, “so, who’s your crush?” Realizing who was texting me, I panicked and led him on until he eventually figured it out. He was accepting of it, but he and I didn’t date.
After that, in 6th grade, I sat next to another guy and thought, “he’s kind of cute”, but I had already been crushing on a girl. In the middle of 7th grade, I came out to my immediate family and small friend group as bisexual. The summer after 7th grade, the guy I sat next to texted me. He asked, “so, who’s your crush?” Realizing who was texting me, I panicked and led him on until he eventually figured it out. He was accepting of it, but he and I didn’t date.
When I was in high school, I had a guy who was older and more mature and I remember looking at his çock. Years later I started wearing panties and when I put them on, I immediately thought about feeling and sucking a çock. I was 45. When I sucked my first cock.
The first time I realised was when I was in Year 9 (equivalent to 8th grade). I had started to have crushes on a few of the other girls in the class. At that point I knew I wasn't straight, but I wasn't sure whether I was a lesbian or I was bi. However, I started to sometimes get crushes on random guys as well.
This was when I realised for the first time, but soon I was unsure again. This was because for a while my attractions changed a lot between being homoflexible/heteroflexible to more balanced. All of this was rather confusing at the time! Eventually these 'attraction cycles', as I would call them, got longer and less extreme until the changes became negligable around a year later. Once this happened, I realised again that I was bi, just as I thought previously.
This was when I realised for the first time, but soon I was unsure again. This was because for a while my attractions changed a lot between being homoflexible/heteroflexible to more balanced. All of this was rather confusing at the time! Eventually these 'attraction cycles', as I would call them, got longer and less extreme until the changes became negligable around a year later. Once this happened, I realised again that I was bi, just as I thought previously.
