As a boy I knew I liked female clothes, I have grown to not care why. I havent been a bad looking man, Ive had hetero relationships with girlfriends and a little gay experience up until my mid 20s, dressing emerged once or twice. Then I was bi and in those years I met people in real life and placed ads. I had male, female and TS partners, I spent time on the gay scene and in a gay sports club, found it relatively easy to have a few gay relationships but dressing was always there inside me. I have had a log term faithful hetero relationship, I have been online for cd tv fun, now I want meet people socially, dressed. Whether I am trans, cd or tv doesnt matter to me, I have few regrets. I dont think I'll ever transform